..So boring...

.... Today is so boring... I dun know what i have to do ..I always ask myself and everybody what i have to .. But i dun have answer for myself ...Nobody can help me except myself... I know i love him but i dun know how to keep him for myself... Everyday just only stay at home, so boring.. I hate Singapore, i want to go back to Vietnam ... Live together, same house but i always feel lonely ...Loneliness is my bestfriend... :((:((:(( ..Love him, of course, want to keep him for myself...of course...but cannot ,his soul doesn't belong to me.. I cannot keep his soul ..Sometimes i think i am crazy because of him.... I really don't want... i want everything will be change... The more hate him, the more love him.. How come?? Want to know the answer...:(:( I know he is not comfortable, he is stress ..And me, too but sometimes i cannot control myself when i meet him....I really don't understand my feeling now, i am so stupid, so crazy.... If i have one more chance, i never choose him , i never live with him .. But i have nothing to repent for my decision...I love him so i never repent of this .. Now , my heart has problems ...But times will make it change... Hope so that...I hate Singapore, i hate the house i live..I hate myself....

..... I don't know why i cry? I really don't know..Trung, u know how much i miss u, how much i love u ??Do u know about this??I really cannot control, i cannot..so i have to go to school , i have to come back home late.. I am crazy girl....i don't know u can understand my love or not... I want to know... u said u don't love me, character diffirence so why u come with me.. I hate u so much...I don't know what i have to do now.. i always talk with myself that i have to forget u, have to know u ren't important with me...If u were me, what would u do?? Trung, give me one more chance...I know u will say : "no, cannot"....But now i cannot change my feeling...just let me love u, only me love u.....


.... Love is like war..Easy to start, difficlut to end ...Impossible to forget....Calm down